Lord bring the rain

Rain is not one of my favorite things! .... Especially right now. Everything becomes dark. Darkness is not my friend either. The carrascos try stay away from any kind of darkness. Im talking about literal darkness. Since Rene cant see in the dark. When I say the carrascos I mean all of us. My brother in law also suffers with R.P so his family copes with this too. As I sat in my room just listening to the rain .... A mini movie played in my head. All the tribulation in my life. all the heartache. Not only mine but of ppl close to me. I thought God, why? Especially today. 
I felt his presence.... "there is drought and famine in your heart" ..... 
"I will refresh your soul" I will flood you with rest.
I sat there and just listened to this rain that was more than mere water falling from the sky. As I opened my eyes there was a little bit of light coming through my window. The darkness was gone and light was returning! 
Yes Lord bring the rain! I believe this rain to be a sign. Prophetic rain of what is to come! .... I want to be filled!
For the first time ... I welcome the rain with arms wide open! come and renew us lord! we are in desperate need of you!