Rene I love you very much. We have literally have been through some up's and down's. No one said it was gonna be easy and it sure hasn't. even in our darkness you make things brighter. I love that I can tell you anything maybe even things I shouldn't, lol. I know I talk your head off at times but that makes me love you even more. Life gets hard with this disease and some days are harder than others. I know I can be cranky in the mornings but like I said in my vows 7 yrs ago, I will be your eyes when you cant see. I will hold your hand in the midst of darkness. You have taught me so much these past 10 years. I learn everyday how brave you really are.I couldn't walk one day in your shoes. You are one of the strongest people I know. Despite our situation you get up every morning and go to work to provide for me and our kids. You don't wallow in your misery instead you try to give us the most normal life possible. I love your courage and determination to succeed. I wish I could trade places with you, If even for one day so you could see through my eyes. I am beyond proud of you. God has truly blessed me with you. You are my best friend, my companion my soul mate. At times I don't understand why we have to go through this but I know and believe you will be healed. Our testimony will touch and heal others ... until then I will continue to fight the good fight by your side.
you have grown up before my eyes into a great man, husband, father.
but in my eyes you will always be the boy in the bumble bee shirt who said no to my sprees!
I love you Rene Carrasco.
